Katie Adcock
Pop-Pop, I miss you so much, I'm trying to stay strong for you, as you always taught and showed me, but its hard sometimes. It's hard to go to the Outer Banks, and you not sitting out on the porch, smoking a cigar, which you only did there. It's hard to watch the UT football games, without you sitting in 'your' chair, watching them with us. I miss your weekly calls, where I would tell you about how life was going. It was hard watching my performance as the Tin Man in the Wizard of Oz, knowing you would never be able to see me live my dream. It's difficult thinking about graduating high school, and then college, knowing that I won't be able to find your face in the audience. It's hard to find gifts and cards you gave me, throughout multiple years, knowing I will never read them the same way ever again. Tossing the flowers from your casket into the Outer Banks waters, knowing that was one of your favorite places. Missing your bear hugs, which were like no other. But, at the same time, I know you are watching over me, you always will be. So, I guess I won't have to miss you when I'm graduating, or watching the UT games, or at the Outer Banks, because you will always be with me. In my heart, and in my head. And I will always feel your smile shining down, from the clouds of heaven. I miss you so much, but I know you are always there. I love you so much.
Love, your grandaughter
Katherine Taylor Adcock, or Katie.